Thoughts~

Nothing much these days,just don't have the mood to blog,with all these reports and homework piling up,and lots of movies/dramas/TV shows and books for me to read...

A distant call today made my day,I can't wait to see you my dear friend,wish we could chat more.Be strong and remember I'm always here when you need someone.All the best for your finals.

Been thinking a lot these days...it all started when our teacher told us that we have to make our choices soon..to choose either biochem or material chem when we enter year 4.

I was told by my seniors that JPA only offers scholarship for material chemistry in university,means i am left with no choice at all.But,i met super seniors who are taking biochem sponsored by the government in uni.

(Have to ask the person in charge soon,prolly the system changes this year)

ANYWAYS,

choosing between bio or material chemistry is not the big prob now.The main thing is I loathe these subjects!!!!!

So sorry,but i really do!!!!I seriously can't imagine myself with a lab coat sitting in the lab mixing chemicals and so on...I'll seriously die of boredom!!!I'm not the kind of person who can sit around in a lab or office doing this kind of stuff...sighs...

One or two experiments is fine..getting all excited when two chemicals mixed together you get this amazing colour and all...

BUT IMAGINE DOING THIS FOR YOUR WHOLE LIFE???

It freaks me out...

But what choice do I have,I just have to move on and try my hardest to be interested in these kind of stuff....I'm trying really hard everyday...tried during my years in PPKTJ...gonna keep trying until one day I believe I'll really enjoy what I'm doing.

I think too much......Don't bother about me...I'll get over it soon..Just want my thoughts to wonder for a little while....

The weather now is super cold,I've been told that this is mid November's weather but it's just mid October right now....All the best getting through winter....

A lot of people are getting sick these days..take care all of you..drink lots of water...

Me myself am having a super sore throat which i assume will eventually lead to cough,flu and fever...

Busy days ahead...Kousen sai two weeks from now.We foreign students are not selling stuff this year but making some slide show presentations...which means there is work to be done...again..

Studies are getting tougher by the day.Not understanding 80% of the things being taught in class is a common thing for me now...self revision is a necessity...but with all these stuff going on...studies are going down the hill.....

JIA YOU!!!!Have to ban myself from sitting in front of this machine too long...too addictive....