*my deepest condolences to your grandma, Yin*
-may she rest in peace-


i remember when my grandma pass away..how can i forget?it was the day that i got my spm results 10th of march...of all days...the mood was so weird that day..in the morning it was all smiles and congratulations..at night it was all condolences..

a very lucky thing for me was that i was the last to be by her side..it was my turn to take care of her in the hospital that day..went there in the afternoon...i was by her side reading a book when suddenly the machine line went straight..instead of the usual zigzags up and down..(or something like that)..btw..my grandma was like unconscious for a few weeks already...me panicked and told the nurses...(stupid GH!!!)they like ignored me and and said the machine was weird!!stupid right????hate them so much!!!
until i really panicked and went and grab a nurse....

b4 that..i actually heard my grandma's last breath...she gave a big sigh...after i whispered "i love you" to her..i dint know that was her last breath..i thought it was just a reaction to my words..

yeah..and all the stuff going on later..still remember that day so clearly...

to shuey and hlin..i was really touched when u guys came over and took me out for dinner..plus hannah la....seriously..prob i dint express my gratitude enuf then cause i was too mixed up by all the commotion going on..but thanks a million..

anyway..this isnt about my grandma..just that every time when there's a death that occurs..the first thought is my grandma.. prob because it was my first experience of a dear one to leave me..
btw..she's the only grandma i have..

this goes out to you Yin..i know it hurts not being there or not seeing your grandma for the last time...im very fortunate to be the last one next to my grandma before she passed away..
but..stay strong k....
im not good in giving comforting words but if u need a listening ear im always here.. :)