Just a notice for all

hey guys,
i still got 4 hours before i go to the hosp so i have time to write something..

last week i cut my finger..my right hand,my last finger,the pinky finger..
thought it was a normal cut
but the blood couldnt stop flowing so i went to the hospital and got 2 stitches

today,when i went to the hosp, i was told that each finger has 2 saraf to move...and both of mine was cut off...so thats the reason y i cant move my finger at all..

my operation to sambungkan it balik will be today at six..
i will be staying in the hosp for 3 weeks...rehabitalation..acc to the doc..i must stay i f i want the best results for my finger. the rehabilitation takes around 2 months...in total..i fought with the doctor saying i couldnt spent 3 weeks in the hosp since now is such an important time ...but he said..i cant have both...either my finger to move again or studies...

and if my rehabilitation doestn go well...big chance my finger wont be able to bent again..

who knows such a small thing could turn out into a big thing...i was opening a can of campbells when i had this cut..

im very very emotional right now..sorry..couldnt help it...not being able to use my right hand for 3 weeks and my right finger 's possibility of not moving again makes me sick..

so many things going through my head..
my internship,canceled..
my speech contest today..canceled..
sorry joce and ced but prob i cant go hokkaido with u guys..(joce u can call me some time later about the tickets..)
my piano..
my exam in 2 weeks time..
my whole right hand wont be able to use or write after the op for 3 weeks...so i better start to practise with my left..

so that's it..just a notice in case u guys wonder what happened to be for the next 3 weeks..
dont worry :)

all i can do now is put my trust in the Lord :)

bye~