Dissapointed

Yes,

i'm disappointed with myself,

exam's over but im not so happy about it this time,

there must be always that time when my itchy hand my baboon brain makes a mistake..

take for ex.yesterday's paper...i was suppose to divide that freaking stewpit thing and i went a times it!!gosh !!i must return to primary sch or something!!"when divide you bring over to the other side u times it!!!!!" idiot!!there goes 10 points...and that was the easiest!!!!

how many times stuff like this always occur in my exams??seriously,baka-ness..

and then there was the killer paper...sigh..dont even wanna talk about it..

there goes my hope for suisen...with the results coming out next week...still got chance???huhuhu..i seriously doubt it..my friend went and check out his results for the killer paper from teacher today and he got 30!!!!walau...suppose to be good student wor...

i.putus.harapan.

totally utterly disappointed. 

pardon me,but how come i am not totally excited about the nxt trip??even thinking of that cant cheer me up.must be the freaking coldness...froze up all my emotions..and my brain for that matter..

and and and

this new girl moved in the hostel my row,and she smokes!!well who care if she smokes or not but hey,she does it in her room,and the STEWPIT smoke spreads all through the corridor and my nose gets blocked with the "once fresh now polluted air"!!and u know how i get migraines when i smell those stuff...and all this is not cheering me up!!!

the ryoucho said they cant do anything unless they caught her smoking red-handed,oh for goodness sake!!!you could do better than that no???

GAH-NESS.