sometimes its just so stressful to do something you have no interest in at all,

sometimes i wonder what am i even doing here?

i have no single clue what am i studying about,no slight interest,

sometimes i wonder if im wasting my life doing something that hardly interest me,for what?to get a good job,a pat on the back?

its just so stressful when everyone put their high hopes on u,

and u just smile and say 'everything's great'

gosh,u dont know how damn hard that is.forcing myself to do something im not meant for.

Lord, please help me go through this.